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black as: portal
by Kemi Alabi and even their pitch was a fever became essential shouts we can live on a bill the bodyowes for our magic all living would fall apart without our Black greasing the way between home and home grief our thickwater spirit vision double shifts Black motherblue back home Kemi…
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black as: wound
by Kemi Alabi Not all of us survived. Grief came home, back to our throats, our lungs. Grief been Black—blue Black. Tires-bald-between-work-and-home Black. Monday-through-Sunday-double-shifts Black. Asked about those visions—if spirits still slicked my mother’s sleep—and she said she’s too tired to dream. Too-tired-to-see-nothing-but Black. Grief came home, to our lead-thick water, our Big-Mac-breakfast-greasing-the-way-between-work-and-home-and-work-and-home Black. Begged…
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On Seeing My Favorite Instagram Lesbian Couple Has Broken Up, I Begin to Question Love & Thereafter Unravel
by Gabrielle Hogan i’m a man of romance.give me a bear,i will split it in two & give you the better half, the half with the teeth & the heart with all its ventricles & coils. that’s how much i like you.look at you.upturned car in the desert, smoke- leaked, tarmac-hot. engine neutered, tires fattened by heat. let’s make fat wrecks of each…
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The Girl Who Only Sleeps on Planes: A Blog
by Kelly Lynn Thomas Insomnia Is My First, Middle, and Last Name March 21, 5:13 a.m. I have tried every sleep aid on the market. I have tried every brand of recliner commercially available within the past fifty years. I have tried leaving the vacuum cleaner on next to me. I have tried white noise…
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Life in the Deadwood
by Katherine Ahl Most people thought that things had just gone back to my not being pregnant. There was going to be a baby, and now there wasn’t. People couldn’t grasp that there was a body to bury. I needed to talk to someone who had been through it and could say I know. I…
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ART CAMP
by Fred Muratori Forced awakenings at noon and never enough espresso. Throughplow-and-pickax autumn we scratch phases of the moon onfrosted panes, make friends with last week’s cafeteria foe, tradepocket-furred sweets for metaphors and gesso. Some of us burnout within days, others thrive despite indifferent critiques,theorizing in pajamas while our fellowships run out and Wall Streetprospers.…
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If Birds Can’t Survive
by Kaitlyn Teer Little Brown BirdsWhen my daughter is nine months old, she claps her hands together for the first time while watching bushtits forage in the bamboo that grows along our backyard fence. She stands on the sunroom’s faded sofa and looks out the window, absorbed in the action of birds flying across the…
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How High?
by Will Ejzak 1. When I was a kid, I always let go of balloons. At first, it was by accident: I was a spacey kid with shitty motor skills, and holding on tight to a balloon string was too much to ask of my fat little hands. But it wasn’t long before I started…